| "Life will go on just as it has in the past..."
HAPPY 2008 everyone!
I'm not exactly sure how to put into words the preparation behind me getting ready for this new year. But I made it. I'm here and in the now of it all. And I am so blessed to have so many wonderful people in my life to experience it with.
So here's to another year -- and another opportunity to make better of myself and fulfill my purpose.
It's all hard work right?
I'm ready.
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| i'm horribly sad right now and i can't shake it. |
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| Now that's it's all said and done, I can't believe you were the one To build me up and tear me down, Like an old abandoned house. What you said when you left Just left me cold and out of breath. I fell too far, was in way too deep. Guess I let you get the best of me. Well I never saw it coming I should've started running A long, long time ago...  I can't seem to finish this song...
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| :SIGHS: People are evil... Just a little food for thought for all the holiday shoppers out there... If you're heading on over to Victoria's Secret to take a look at our 5 for $25 panties, 3 for $30 lacey ones, spiffy holiday bras, or even our 40% off Beauty section -- all I ask of you is be nice to the merchandise. The mall-rats are evil and them teenie-boppers are even worse! Or actually, it's probably a tie between those kids and the older folks sooo damn sure they can still fit a size small in Bikini VS cotton panties with a pure hate towards anything pink, white, or black!! :argggggh: Oh no no no, this is my favorite...trying to calm a lady down and explaining why the bras in VS are so expensive. Because even though she has a $10 off coupon -- she stilllllll can't understand as to why this store is set-up that way. x_x Being part of the "Night Crew" (a nice lil name one of my co-workers gave us folks as she worked half-assed on her wall) is madnesssss. Cute panties don't look so cute anymore. Fancy, nice bras start to look mean after awhile on those hangers. And all the perfume smells in Beauty start to make me dizzy. O_o wah. |
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| I'm just arriving into the present of today...
I honestly cannot believe that 2007 is almost over! There's probably what, a few more days 'til 2008?? What is that?? 0-8?! :sighs: my goodness...
The past quarter finally caught up with me and hit hard when I visited back in Berkeley for an Alumni Luncheon. As excited as I was to see my sisters and FINALLY get something free out of that sorority (haha kidding!!) -- I couldn't help but realize how I am in such a different place in terms of EVERYTHING. And it was tough see.
I miss the Berkeley life up there. The company. The freedom. The going-out. The proximity and having everyone close by. Even if I weren't an undergrad and still lived in the Berkeley area -- there wouldn't be too much change to the point of it being so damn drastic.
Being at home has been such an adjustment. And I probably am still in the transition of it even after 7 months or so of being back in San Jose. It's almost as if I need create this entirely new chapter of my life.
As if I need to learn how to stand on my own two feet again.
I'm now officially a SCU graduate student with one quarter done with -- no more UCB. I am now officially a consistent Gold's Gym member -- no more RSF. I'm now officially one amongst a bunch of girls at Victoria's Secret -- and no longer an active member amongst SOPi sisters.
Plus, seeing my bestess roomae Beverlae in SF for a little bit brought reality to me also. She came alllllll the way from NYU and I'm over at SCU. No more Durant apts. :( If anything I miss her the most...
It's tough. Nothing comes easy. (So says Jeff everytime I spazz out.)
But to keep on going on your own at your own pace on your own time is probably one of the hardest things to come to terms with.
Because in the end it's all about you -- and no one else is held responsible.
But this lil guy keeps me going :)
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